| Your the kiss of death and i still keep craving your taste. |
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| So my birthday was pretty good thanks to everyone who made it that great. it was wild thats for sure but it was all worth the stress. the end of the night kinnda sucked but hey at least it was the end right? valentines day was good...did some good deeds for a certain someone...made dinner for my G's then the night camea nd i got the flu...had to go to the hospital to get some shots to make me stop throwing up!! and then of course i got dehydrated. its now thursday and im still at home...blah..sooo hope everyone else is healthy! love yous!! |
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| holla bitches! its my birthday next weekend woot! im sooe xcited, im going to iowa city ont he 12th so me and eric can celebrate both our birthdays together then commin home the 13th for my birthday yay! and right now iv had the shittest weekend ever but today it all got wayyy better. i got my flip phone back and im dying my hair jet black ( again) hahaha imsoo excited!!! anyways...all u fuckers better come party with me next weekend so ill see u there! later! |
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| all i have to say is FUCK YOU. i honesty thought this time would work out...untill u choose everything else over me its LAME!!!!!aughhhhhhhhh. what to do...cry or scream...well...crying deff is going to get me anywhere when ur not crying over me and screaming is going to make me feel a fuck load better. so im going to go SMOKE a cig and scream...cus u hate it when i smoke and thats exactly what im going to do best since ur never wanting to be around me anyways. so ha. im done. |
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| Ok so...nobody reads these things anymore and its a good thing cus im going to say a lot of pointless and retarded shit in this thing right now. I'm very very very fustrated with my life right now. soooo unbelivably fustrated. Everyone has their problems i understand this but...whats the point of sucking it up and moving on when its always going to be on ur mind. I'm a very firm believer when it comes to trying ur best to getting what you want and never giving up. I'm in love...as much as anyone wont believe it..i am. i always have been and now its way more clear to me. words can't even explain how i feel right now because im fustrated at it. me and him arnt dating...were "together" but were not dating...the difference, i have no idea. I am a person that will think soo hard about one thing and then when it comes to telling that person how i feel..i bail out. until i figured out that im scared...ive been chasing the same guy for more than 5 years now. and finally when everything is perfect i freak out...not knowing what to do because i dont want to loose it. im soo lost for words right now its rediculous... |
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